life hits you hard!

So this is the last semester of school and I am sooo excited! I am ready to give this my best shot. Here are my classes..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

Critical thinking: Seems easy enough, especially Kurt took it and I helped quiz him on his tests I remember a lot of the stuff from his class

Unit Operations, Separation processes: I haven't started this class yet because they pushed the time back...more on that later

Plant Design and Economics: Dr. Moeti is teaching this class so I know its going to be a hard class... Especially since last semester I didn't take and ChemE classes I am more than a lil rusty in that department.

Just 4 classes left to the real world…. And life is already hitting me hard. Don't get me wrong, ive had my taste of the real world already but this semester I am realizing that after I graduate, the people that are going to hire me is going to expect to ACTUALLY KNOW this stuff I am learning now!!! I shouldn't have returned those books for grocery money all those years cuz I need it now!

And here is the doozie, my roommate/long time friend decides to leave and move back home and now I am stuck here with 829 a month to pay on a Macy's salary! The thing that gets me is that she has been gone since the 8th of this month and she sends me a text on the 17th (the first day of school) saying she moved back… Im no math major but that's more that a week I could have been pulling extra hours at work before school started! I could have made 300 more dollars to help me out this month. Not to mention I JUST PAIED TUTION and my bank account is non existent….more on that some other time… So I call my mom and all I get is a lecture about how I am so nice to people…and its true, I can't even begin tell yall how many times(except for 2) Ive let ppl stay with me and was basically shitted on.. So now I have all this shit on me and im salty. That's some salty shit! In the meantime I am trying to figure out what to do and I get a text from her asking if my mother could help out and pay her half and she can pay her back… so im thinking " my mom doesn't even pay MY rent.. u want her to pay yours"? Before I could text her back my mom calls me up saying that she called her already… how she got my mother's number is beyond me. It took me the train ride home to calm down enough to call her and tell her to just send her money to me so I can handle it.. geesshh! To make a long story even longer, the leasing office doesn't care, and my brother won't come stay to help with the other half so im basically screwed….."Why don't you just pull some extra hours at your job" you ask? Because my classes were pushed back so I don't get out until 6:45.. I have to be at work at 6…. Working 7 to 9 isn't going to pay for anything at all!. So what do I do? Quit? I can't cuz I have to pay the DAMN 829!!!!! I went to ask my advisor to help me find a job and he referred me to someone named Dr. Hylton.. I put a resume, transcript, class schedule and cover letter in his box! I know when he sees that he is gonna be like.. This girl actin like she got the job already! lol I am just that serious about getting some money up in here..

All in all I am trying to stay happy in the mist of this vortex of craziness. Just wanted to clear my head